I don’t know how to be happy or even selfish for that matter. It was never an option for me. There are so many things going on in my mind that half the time I’m there like what the fuck is going on?! I do want to be happy, I do want to be selfish and think of myself sometimes but I don’t know how. Having an actual relationship with someone makes me feel like I have no space and there’s no air around. I don’t know why it’s like that but it is. There has only been one guy (relationship wise) that has made it half way into my heart and he’s still there. I’m not one of those girls that can just be with anybody. It just doesn’t work that way.
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