You never know 1. where someone is coming from
2. what kind of mind set they’re in
3. what their emotional/mental state they’re in
so you should just keep your mouth shut.
I didn’t have a great time in High School I can honestly say I hated it, with the exception of 12th grade. There are what seems to be so many reasons as to why I hated it. Rarely do I usually fit in with people. I am ridiculously self conscious, shy, socially awkward, on occasion anti-social, and probably whatever else you might be able to think of. Sometimes I don’t deal very well with awkward situations very well either. *I just want this to be known, I don’t normally talk about personal issues I have*. But tonight I just felt like I was right back in high school dealing with unnecessary bullshit. Since graduating I’ve had my issues but my confidence and how I deal with things have changed. I’ve been happier, I haven’t always been happy but who is happy all the time? I’ve matured. Tonight I went to a celebration for one on my best friends and when I walked in I felt and heard negativity towards me. It might have been brief but that brief negativity was enough to throw me right back into the high school frame of mind that I had been tortured by. I’m mad at the situation, but I’m partially mad at myself because I know me and this situation is going to bother me for a while. The person that made the out loud negative comment is literally the SAME person she was when before she left my HS. How have you not grown up, how are you the same negative, vindictive, pathetic person you have always been. I’ve been feeling lately that I’m stuck in a rut, that I’ve been in the same place I was in for years but seeing her and hearing the words that came out of her mouth made me definitely realize that I have grown A LOT and she is still the same obnoxious bitch she has always been. Don’t get me wrong I AM PISSED BEYOND BELIEF AND I WANT TO CURSE HER OUT but I’m not that person it’s better if I think positively about it, that way I won’t be so upset. My mom would say pray for her, the way I feel is that bitch isn’t worth my prayers and I have spent enough of my life disturbed by her
